Loss coming from deep-chested gasps, whether it oxygen or soul reached for, the feeling grips my heart all the same. I wear these marks of permanent shame as a rebuttal to life’s approach toward keeping me happy, or maybe just my heart beating, irresponsibly, irreversibly, substantially aching over the detriment of my unknown love for [...]
Archive for October, 2009
Winter Park Memorial Hospital
October 1, 2009
“I have birds that whistle, I had birds that sing.”
Drowned in meds and stupidity rolling off doctoral tongues. Don’t know whether to pretend this is the best blues song a man could bring to the table or if I’ve just wasted a complete week of my life. Still walking around in pain but the cloud [...]
